why ..

Failed, again I’ve to heard that. Bad news on Monday. Let me count how much I’ve been failed on facing the test for company recruitment. So much big company I’ve tried to joining. L********a, I*****t, T*******l, P*******a, A*m, H********n and so on. Fyuh .. I’ve been passed so many chances and still not get a success yet.

Can I ask, when that time will come to me ? stupid question I guess. I’m sorry …:( I still can’t realize a big secret behind my failness, why .. why and why ??? Oh my God, help me pls to face this hurt feeling … give me a power to face this situation. I can’t hide this feeling from You .. Please help me .. :(